Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I am really really looking forward for the vietnam trip next month! sharing room with zk and ws. It will turn out UGLY! yeah.. hahaha. The trip hopefully will be a window to my stress and time to open up my mind... Make new friends! if thats possible... haha
This week is an exceptionally busy week of the month, but it has been overly bad as I had assumed it would be. However, my strive to maintain a semblance of a ‘holiday’ for the week (read: watching latest shows online in the wee hours of the morning) means that by the time it’s evening, I’m yawning and dozing off. 
That, i cant do on a regular basis! Thanks to the lifeless "Lor Mai Kai" activities lining up like stone walls which i couldn't penetrate. And provoking horror with the camp. Total CHAOS was taking place at sundown. 'they' charged ununiformly towards me like bats out of the cave. guess whos under these pile of buggers!
1 day... just 1 day... i spoon fed the co-ordinators. Knowing that i will rot to death at home, deciding to go for it. By today i hope they dont need me anymore. So that i could go home and take my bloody NAP!
ok.. picture this happening in the small hotel room in vietnam!!! hell yeah!
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Friday was officially the last day of the semester, but perhaps it is a truism to say that i don’t feel anything but - the whole of next week is sardine-packedfilled with full day trainings that stretch even longer that my everydays, and a massive logistical nightmare is also facing us as intensive lesson continues on Tuesday..
went for hillsong united concert. quite alot of people like 5000ppl?? plus or minus 500ppl... its probably the high point of my day. i was sooooo tired then... but there is something tat keeps me going... missed my lunch... starve as hell. went to changi to eat after the concert. guess wat.. missed the last train... took bus to ang mo kio from bedok. halfway down the road, alighted and took taxi back home. reached home like 1.30am?? when i was about to sleep Jenny called me that i need to do a proposal. deadline is sunday 8am.. CRAP. i did the proposal till 3.30am. i was stoned after the proposal.. i couldnt sleep... so i called up JY and had a night stroll under the mrt tracks... walk till 5+ and had Mac with JY. then went back home to SLEEP! yeah.. finally
i was then woken up by the bloody alarm from my phone it goes 'tam tam tam...' tokyo drift song... went to brief the juniors for the camp. then came home and guess wat... SLEEP AGAIN!
actually i am bloggin cos i really got nth better to do... this is probably the crappiest post ever this year... anyways... YOU HAVE TO BE IN THE ZONE!!!! ppl who go for the concert should get the meaning.. haha..
No particular feelings about the upcoming holidays though. And times like these I wonder if I’ve given up on the fight. Anyway, excuse me if I don’t seem to be more sociable than usual during the looming june holidays, but chances are, I’ll be sleeping!
sry... i just wasted like 3mins of ur life...
hate me.. i know you want to...hahaha
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Monday, May 19, 2008
Do you remember when we were just kids, and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss? School yard conversations taken to heart, and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not.
I want to break every clock. the hands of time could never move again. We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.
Its amazing how life turns out, the way that it does. We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love....
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
count dracula (drunkula?!?) and pirate (princess of goth?!?) some weird photo in the toilet... ok.. i am suppose to a vamp/dracula... but with my nerdy specs and a lightening mark on my forehead.. i am HARRY POTTER!
i admit... the previous post was quite random...
These words were trying to blast out from my mind, so i had no choice but to put them in place.. wherelse? the blog!!!
saturday...hmm.. quite an interesting day... went RP openhouse with Jas and Zul... went there just to get FREE movie tickets. Did alot of nonsense and 'flirt' with the 'hotties' from RP... gosh.. cant believe they listen to all our nonsense...
in the evening, went to wayne's house for the costume party... I reached there early. Only Nick and James were there, Wayne wasnt at home and i was shocked to see Nick sitting on Wayne's bed only in boxer... James gave his RVx bike ride to GinMoh to eat... It was a fun shit... i hadnt been on a bike for 6years... damn..
I helped out Nick in painting his body white... He wanna be Ju-on from the grudge... It turned out pretty good and he won the best costume of the night...
I was a vamp/dracula... a limping one... haha.. and i was damn clumsy.. i keep steppin on my cape and keep slipping.. other than that, my costume turned out pretty real...
I was quite dissappointed to see some ppl came without any costumes.. but some put on their best look with their costumes... after party i stayed at wayne's house till 11.30. played guitar hero3... which is totally in my element.. i nvr play before but when i started playin i feel damn comfortable...
here are the photos. i just pick some random photos.. there're alot more... ask from uli and shannon for photos..
warning!! Ju-On ahead!
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Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Did you trade it for something, somewhere... better just to have it. Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong but nothing turned out how you want it. Bless her soul, a lonely soul. Cause you wont let go of anything you hold.
all I need is the air I breathe And a place to rest my head
Do you know what your fate is? And are you trying to shake it! You`re doing your best and You`re best look, You`re praying that you`ll make it
Do you think you can find it? Better than you have it.Do you know where the end is? Do you think you can see it? Until you get there. Go on. Go ahead and scream it. Just say....
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
I guess I should have got some sleep
but I was dying to catch the sun. I seldom seems to stick around too long, in time my altered mind tried to consume the light but it blinded me by flying much too high... I get a hold of an intuition in this vision spins me round no revelation, just white lies....like 'when I come across my next tight spot, I just might not let me down and that I'm already fine...
the grass is greener, it's a common misconception, but i wonder if they're talking it out... cause people dream of a scene, don't understand how it feels and everybody thinks they're going without... Am I allowed to make a fuss? I'm only 17, still feels like something's fucked up cause nobody seems OK to me...
too many faces and not one of them's a friend. people conform just to connect while moneymakers note our dreams, we feel like nothing's real if the screen does not reveal it, what's to see? keep thinking ... neverthat if you lose this mindset, you just might get left behind can't see that's how to get freesome... people see it but get defeatist.. see it's do or die. how else are we to survive?
you want to grow, you ought to know the way you're going we keep multiplying just the same... no one way's right, but something's wrong, there's no escape that's not changed
guess I should have got some sleep...
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
its so intriguing to see my life in different aspect... I've done alot of things that i shouldn't have done, had alot of mistakes, screwed up big time for so many times that i even lost count.But looking back.. its totally alright.. THEY make me a better person. I learned from my mistakes and moved on.
I made alot of friends, good ones and bad ones.GOOD OR BAD DOESNT MATTER! they are just friends.Come on.. we are human, we are imperfect.. Cant we just accept for who they are?
You know what i hate the most?Looking straight into the eye of the person you love and lie. I am not doing that again.. NEVER!
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