..A World of Nonsense..

i feel so hollow and blank...
why? i am not very sure...
shit head...
i think dave is right...
i bear ppl's problems...
pretty much stoned...
why me?
i knew it an hour ago...
how could he do that to her?
JEROME SUCKS!!! haha there i said it...
i am beat.
i didnt slept in last 48 hrs.
i have fallen...

i am hallucinating... i am seeing things...
i see you and you and you and you and you... haha
i've lost my mind. i not crazy i am just alittle impaired...
arrr . i am talking crap.. typing whatever comes into my mind

bittersweet.
you gonna get the death of me.
i dont want you, but i need you.
i love u and hate u at the very same time...

a tune that rings in my head....
dozing offff/>?<>?>>?

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what an evening...

school was boring. BUT disturbing Wei Jian was FUN.

tmr onward there will be no school.

i could either go to school or stay at home and SLACK.

I had an afternoon nap and i had that dream again...

while i was sleeping i downloaded the HEROES SEASON 2 EPISODE1

i watched it when i woke up.. well it made my day.

Jas came to my house and so did Ken.

we meet up with rest of the 'gang' and played fire on playground near Ken's house.

they said it was a mooncake festival... i've nvr heard of it as i am not from here..

it was fun. we all bought fire crackers, candles and sparklers.

we ended playing with fire...

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my dreams are freaking strange these afew days...
i've been dreaming the same dream again and again and again

i started dreaming that last thursday.
and i am still dreaming that...

in the dream,
basically i was protecting somebody, probably a girl.
i am not very sure. i was protecting her from people.
whos faces are so familiar.
i was killing them like i've done it so many times.
i looked at their faces and realized that they are my friends.
and the girl i was protecting hit me on the head
and i woke up.

i only remembered 2 phrases from my dream,
'BIG BROTHER' &
"Why do you look for questions, when you already have answers?

what does that mean? no idea.
may be exam stress?

strange..........
vanishing offf.....

Kyaw Soe Han stepped on your garbage at 9:46 PM

Responsibility

I was hanging out in church on saturday evening and
Mandy asked me "How does it feels like to have no parents around?"
First thing that came into my mind... "Responsiblilty"
I need to be responsible for myself and people around me...
And i need to have strong self decipline...
Like time management, self made curfew, choosing a good accompany and stuff.

These afew days were quite depressing...
Alot of problems like family matters, health, studies, friends and leadership.
These are just a fragments of my life.
So i have to get on with it...
Dealing and settling one by one.
Some need to use force and some need to talk.
Its time for me to STEP UP!!!
Taking the responsibilty to another level.

to anonymous...
change your attitude, stop being childish.
start acting independent, i wont be there all the time.
i know you have a great amount of potential to be a leader.
you have exactly 6 more months excluding school holidays to prove that you deserve what you wanted.
so take my advice... (you know who you are)

i wanna thank to all the ppl who are there for me when i needed to someone to talk to.
and i wanna say if you need someone to talk to, a listening ear... HEY I AM HERE!!!
i could give you some good advices and/or cheer you up...

why look for questions when u already have answers???
busy holidays...

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rocking offff

Kyaw Soe Han stepped on your garbage at 9:41 PM

funeral...

funeral

????

funeral for a friend concert = AWESOME...

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confessions...
1. I lost faith in God afew weeks ago.
2. I gossipped about ppl.
3. I forgot my mom's b'day.

motivations...
1. Coach Lee.
2. Mr Cha (history teacher)
3. D

inspirations...
1.Lifehouse (in composing songs)
2.Stephen van Haestregt (drummer from Within Temptaions) in playing drums
3.Bob Dylan (in playing guitar)

problems...
1.Family problems.
2.Health
3.Dilemmas.

Kyaw Soe Han stepped on your garbage at 2:18 AM

i havent been posting for quite awhile...

i got carried away by the lyrics of the song "hands down"

I was quite lucky these afew weeks..

N lvl prelim results are great... All A1s...

but still, i felt like i didnt even put in much effort...

well i made some new frens,

old frens become good frens,

good frens become close frens.

I kinda pissed my fren off on her b'day...

and i feel quite sorry for her...

anyways... Jurong SDA Youth Alive was kinda fun...