Wednesday, June 27, 2007
hey ppl
WHATEVER THINGS I SAY IN THIS BLOG STAYS IN THIS BLOG.
KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.
i had my worst holiday EVER!
went to the army camp which was fun but damn tired.
my parents are not having a good relationships.
my mom wish my father was dead
and my father want to divorce.
they aren't even talking to each other now...
as i am the eldest son i have to help them settle these problems as peacefully as possible.
i feel very responsible for whats been happening and i dont want any of these things to happen.
my brother and sister dont even notice whats happening...
there are so much pressure on me settling this...
i am a kind of person who minds his own business,
but now i am doing things which i usually dont.
now i am smiling and laughing on the outside.
but i am screaming and shouting on the inside.
these days i cant concentrate on school stuff...
and now i get angry very easily...
but i have to control myself.
too much responsibility.
not only in family but school and church too...
home by chris daughtry describe wats happing to me and wat i want.
"I'm staring out into the night,Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
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